For the past 2 or 3 days I haven't been on as much because, well I'm struggling. I am dealing with major drama at school and my depression and harmful thoughts are getting the better of me. Some of my friends are also dealing with depressions and I try my hardest to comfort them, except I have forgotten how to comfort myself. I wake up one night freaking out and the the next night I'm taking my out feelings, in horrible ways. I might not be on as much because I am having a hard time coping. If I owe you a drawing for an art trade or prize, I'm working on it. I just might be slow finishing it. I just feel so overwhelmed. I really want to be on a lot, but it's hard. I have always bottled up my feelings and they've only get worse. I thought I'd tell y'all because, well I feel a little less reserved with you guys. I am still apart of all the RPs I've joined, I just might not always be on. And just so we're clear, I'm not leaving the MB.
Thank you for understanding!!!!!!!!
Hey guys this is SO sweet bt i see we'ree all putting our emails here but i just wanted to remind you guys that this site is PUBLIC and not only can members see but non members can see and contact you to.
YES what Aspenray said we are your Guardian herd!
I just saw this right now and as someone who is dealing with smilar problem…… For me those thoughts come at night and there’s also a line you can text when u need help. https://www.crisistextline.org/ You are amazing and brave even telling us! For comforting your self I suggest a warm bath and calm music. And if you feel like taking pain out on your self try drawing on your skin or putting a ice cube where you want to harm. rember we are here for you!!! If you ever want to uhhh unilve ur self call this line https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org and we are her for you! As for drama try to distance your self from it. drama is like trend they fade pretty quickly. Ok now Im done lol. rember we are your Guardian herd.
THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!
It's rough, I know, and I am sorry you have to go through it! Bottling stuff up is never good, so if you ever need to talk, (and this goes for anyone) But I will be praying for you and everone else!
Im so sorry that is happening to you Thunderray! know that we will always be here for you and know that there is always a person in your corner. I understand what you feel like when your constanly battling your thoughts, for me one way i escape them is by reading a book, (for me i always read TGH) I don't know how to explain it but it gives your mind a reset button almost. And rember God loves you and is there for you:)
Aww, Thunder! I'm so sorry! But just remember, look for the things in the day that make you smile, (for me it's the try not to laugh videos on YouTube:)
I know it can be hard with depression, but every time you have a harmful thought about yourself, remember every single blessing you have and count them. Dig deep, and you'll be very surprised:) Here is something to make you smile…..
We're always here for you, and I hope you find someone you can talk to. I'm praying for you as well as others on here. Your herd loves you Thunder!
There isn't much I can say that the others haven't. I am here to talk if ever you need or want it:)
If you ever need to talk, I'm more than happy to help. I don't have depression, however I do have anxiety and OCD (as well as a bunch of other issues), both of which have been pretty bad recently, so I do understand having a mental illness, and being unsure about it. If you ever need help, or are starting to have those feelings/they're getting worse, please reach out if you're able to. EVen if its not to us, just someone you trust who can help you through it and find healthier ways of coping. Just know that we've got your back (or wings) :)
Thunderray. I'll have to ask my parents but I think it might work
I've been struggling with depression as well since my grandpa passed and it's been hard! also, other things have been happening and I just want to scream. But Ik God is with me and He is most certainly with you as well. I'll be praying for you. And remember, we are ALWAYS here for you, Thunder! We LOVE you! <3
Okay I'm just going to say it flat out, as someone who is going through major depression including su*c*dal thoughts, to the point I've almost done it SEVERAL times, even doing self h*rm to help me cope,
There are better ways to get through it, trust me :) I've been through it.
I'm here to talk if needed!
I'm going to say this. YOU NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE. I'm sorry but I just couldn't sugarcoat it. I know from past experience, that bottling up your own feelings will only hurt you. I bottled up how I felt and pushed away the crush I had on Iceblaze because he was wish another girl. I watched them hug, hold hands, everything. It hurt me so much to see him being used. But I just keep thinking that I could have changed it all if I hadn't been so dumb and scared. But after awhile of bottling up my feelings. Iceblaze comforted me and I'd spent a whole day talking to him and telling him everything. How scared I was. He is the one I can count on when I'm sad or scared. He helps me. And that is what I want to do for you. I am here. PLEASE talk to me. PLEASE find someone you can have by your side like I have Iceblaze. Please let someone help you like Iceblaze has for me. I am here for you. I know about bottling up feelings. I understand. I may not have depression but Wind does, so does my two brothers. I have taken notes and I am here. I'm currently helping Wind rn with some pain but I can still be here. If you EVER need me. I can talk to you on Wattpad or on here. Idc as long as I can help you. PLEASE answer my comment and tell me whether I can help you or not or if you have ANYONE you can have like I have Iceblaze