Most of you hadn't noticed, but I haven't been online in awhile. A lot of things I really don't feel like sharing has been going on for awhile, and I don't think I can take it all much longer. When I got back on The Guardian Herd Message Board I noticed I could not keep up anymore, but thats okay. I just need a few weeks to collect and find myself again. Though, I most likely won't come back. I'm sorry if my OCs are needed in any Roleplays. If you want I am more than happy if you want to act as my OCs, I wont mind.
I want to say thank you, for being there for me. You are the only people I feel confortable sharing all my thoughts with, and you never fail to give me a boost of positivity. You guys are family to me, and I'm so sorry I'm leaving even though I promised not to. Love you guys. Thank you so much.
Goodbye.
-Rainfeather
YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT ECHO!!!! THAT IS SO AMAZING!!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! Y'ALL ARE AWESOME!!!!
Soph, I am SO glad you’re back.
That's really amazing Echo
I get so excited when i hear stories like that of God’s way of miracles! That is awesome Echo
Wow, that’s amazing Echo. God’s really hearing my prayers after all! I pray for all of you, but I pray for a selected some of you individually every night for your happiness, life, and faith in God. I wasn’t sure when he’d start fulfilling those prayers I said for you, but apparently he’s started!
The same night i read the post, when my mum came home from work late with my dad, I was at the computer at the front of the house. She kissed and hugged me like every normal day, but then she said "Don't worry about anything in life. You can always tell me everything.", which nearly brought me to tears, so she knew something was wrong, and I showed her the post. We prayed for Rain, and I mentioned what she said before, and she said "Did I say that?" then explained that people can subconsciously say things. I'm pretty sure God was talking through her, because I had been a wreck the entire afternoon about the post. I have faith in God that everything will be all right.
I’ll try my very best to trust him with her. I’ll also pray every night for her safety, and Echomoon’s.
I agree.
True..
Remember that God is watching over Rain, and we'll have to trust him
Oh, that's why there were less comments
I agree with Dragon. Also, Wispi, you can chill out about the whole Harry Potter thing... I deleted all my comments.
I guess, but since she hasn't directly mentioned suicide, I think she's mostly in the clear
I git that from it to, but it is still possible she’s having suicidal thoughts.
I did not get Rain being suicidal form the post. What it sounded like to me is that there was a devastating change in her life, and she wasn't quite sure what to do about it, so she took a break for a few weeks, but then when she got back she was starting to feel overwhelmed by because off the notifications she had received during her absence. And then she decided that all the notifications plus whatever's going on in her life was to much to deal with at the same time, so she chose leave the MB.
Oh. No no no no no no no no no no no no no!!! I was wondering where she went! Rain can’t be gone... she can’t! She’s one of the members I feel closest to out of everyone! I don’t mean to sound rude or selfish, but I agree with Cass and Echomoon completely. This is not the time to talk about Harry Potter! I almost NEVER cry, not even when my favorite characters die in my very favorite books, but I cried when I finished reading this post. One of my best friends in this world next to my sister and Cass might have comitted suicide! And I’ll never ever get to talk with her again. She said once that she thought she was skinny, short, and plain, which probably meant she thought she wasn’t very important or beautiful in any way. We know that’s not true, but she probably thought she was of no real signifigance to the world if she decided to leave it. Is it wrong that I would feel partly responsible if she comitted suicide because I didn’t tell her truly how much she meant to me and how much talent and potential she possessed?
Thank you Echo!
Hey sorry i am late but we will miss you
I totally agree with Cass! I was just saying that I think it's kinda rude that you guys would talk about something completely different when one of our own might never come back!
I'm sorry Stardust, you didn't have to delete everything, I was just kinda... startled that you guys would act like you didn't care. Sorry for being rude, but I just needed t get that off my chest.
No offence Cass, but that was kind of hypocritical.
Well actually Flamefrost, Skyfeather left after the MB crashed last September and we never heard form her after the site got back up and running. Rainfeather let us know that she's leaving, so their MB departures aren't the same. I would probably be better to compare R'sainfeather's leaving with Rainleaf's or Logan1705's
How would that make it harder? We WANT her to come back. Why would someone not want someone to want them back?
True.
Yes, you are. I really do hope she comes back. I feel bad. Sorry, I'll just delete everything.
Well, that’s what happened with Skyfeather/Kaylee, right? I never was on when she was, and you guys talk about her all the time, but the Message Board is still here and active. Same thing will probably happen with Rainfeather.
That said, I seriously hope she will come back sometime. I know she is struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts much the same as I am. But unlike me, she may be succumbing (giving in) to them. That’s why I reacted strongly at the beginning. I know what she’s going through and I hope she keeps fighting— WANTS to keep fighting— on her own. That’s why I hope she comes back. (Am I making sense?)
I agree with Echomoon. It makes me upset that on posts like this, that are serious, some of you guys just go on and talk about stuff that doesn’t matter! I’m also sorry for being rude, but seriously?! What if Rain never does come back?
;-;. Echomoon, I respect Rainfeather's decision. We should support her, not be selfish and keep her for ourselves. If she needs a break and most likely won't come back, I'm not gonna make a big deal out of it. Sure I'm sad on the inside, but I still respect her descision and I already said that I was gonna miss her. BE OPTIMISTIC. :I
How come only me, Cass, and Riverbreeze care about this and are not talking about hogwarts houses?? I'm sorry if i sound rude, but isn't there another time to do that? One of our blood has just left and there's a 70 - 30, maybe a 80 - 20 chance she may not come back, don't you feel even a little distressed about that? (excluding Dragon because you already said you understand her decision)
Ravenclaw.
Also the notifacations were also on me XD
RAIN!!!!?? NOOOO!!!!!! DON'T LEAVE!!!!!!!! WE WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! THIS MESSAGE BOARD IS NOTHING WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!! DX DX DX I'm sad now. I feel bad, most of those notifications is my fault. I AM SO SORRY RAIN!!!!!!!! BAD RIVERBREEZE!!!!!! I understand why you left...but that doesn't mean I won't miss you! You're funny personality, your amazing talent in art, your awesome Fanfictions, your fun, random, happy personality! I'll miss it all!!!
SIS, PLEASE COME BACK!!!!!
I totally understand about everything, about needing to take a break.
But -
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO?? F O R E V E R?!
PLEASE, RAIN, PLEASE COME BACK!
Please sis!
WHAT?!
YOU CAN'T LEAVE!!! IF YOU DO, YOU BETTER COME BACK!!!!!
DON'T LEAVE US RAIN!!!!
lol
Uhh..... Which thing are you talking about? Sorry, now I'm a bit confused lol.
lol nvm.
What?
Yeah what she said XD. WAIT. I JUST CAME UP WITH THE BEST SLUTION TO GET THE WHOLE MB TO STOP TY-CRASSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH x whole thing shuts down x Oh poop. I didn't get to finish my thing!
Even through I 'm kinda late to this post (stupid time zones), I want to say I respect your decision. I totally get being over whelmed by the never ending stream of notifications and I hope that what ever is going on in your life get resolved quickly so you can make a glorious return.
Best of luck,
Dragon
XD
Should I take that as a compliment or not? Hmm...
lol
I’ll take that as a compliment.
Doesn't matter. You are still crazy. Although, I can say the same thing of everyone on the MB. Accept for Dragon and Flamefrost. I have no idea if they're actually crazy or not lol.
Lol
No kidding Stardust. And yes Rain, please come back!
OMG YOU GUYS ARE CRAZY XD. We really will miss you though Rain. Hopefully you will come back :)
Thank goodness!!!!
RAINFEATHER DON’T YOU DARE COMMIT SUICIDE
Why?! No, I’m serious. Why are you leaving? We’ll really miss you. And if this is about what I think it is, you have SO much to live for. Please don’t leave!
RAIN?!!?!?! WHAT?!?! YOU CAN’T LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KEEP THE MB ALIVE!!!!!!!!! WE WOULD BE BROKEN!!
(And i dont care if I’m overreacting I am serious)