Me and my father never got along. Ever. Period. It has gotten better, mostl. He hasn’t hit me since we moved into the apartment. I can’t talk to my sister, cause she tries to forget that time period, and she thinks he was justified. Last night, he came into my room and started screaming at me. About how he was sending me to therapy and they would give me zombie meds (They aren’t called that, but they make you into a zombie). he said a lot of stuff, but now more than ever, I honestly think he hates me. (I can be a brat, I know that) I just want to talk.
(PS my dad never did anything like that (sexual assult) though me, my mother, and sister are slightly scared for me and my siste. He watches videos of men doing horrible things to little girls. (I got that information from my mother) my sister can be mean, but I love her. She has experienced most of my life’s problem. Like drug dealers coming to our house)
Yup. I turn 13 in March.
You said you were 12, right? That mean we are he same age!
No problem!
@Flamefrost In crisis help line, multiple seem to fit me. Self harm, suicide, sexual abuse and school don’t
@Riverdawn thank you!
I will check them out. I am not suicidal. I considered running away. It is late, so probably tomorrow. If not then, then Sunday will probably be the day I do it
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ If you don't feel safe calling and talking out loud, there's a chat option in the upper right corner.
https://www.crisistextline.org/ I like this one better (even though I haven't used either of them) because it seems more user-friendly. Plus, it's texting, so there's no risk of being overheard.
https://mashable.com/article/text-chat-crisis-lines/ This site has a list of other sources that could be useful. I think numbers 4, 5, 8, and 10 on the list are the most applicable to your situation.
I hope this helps. And I hope your situation improves.
What kind of help? Also, thank you. The thing with my finge nails helped, and so did my one frie being funny
Ho. Ly. Cow. I'd express my shock at your situation, but I don't think that's important right now. Others have already done it. Help IS available. You just need to find it – or let someone else find it for you, which is what I plan on doing.
After spending the last 20 minutes or so using my finger nails to torture myself, I feel minutely better
I don’t even know why it is so bad. Why am I so stressed now? Normally, it is stressfull, and last night was worse, but I didnt think it was this much worse
I'm so sorry that you have to go though this.
Hi?
I am home alone, so no-one will question anything I do
Yeah. I am mostly okay. I keel moving my finger. Pain helps. I might irritate a cat and pour alchaul on it
oh dear..... I hope everything's okay...
I am digging my fingernails into my hands, but it is to temporary of a releif
I am starting to feel numb. I can’t feel anything. (Not a medical thing, i can still feel my body and everything, just...in my brain. It is horrible. I want it back. Even sadness. I am starting to hyperventilat.
I will.
If you need anything at all just give us a bray. and remember, "We are your guardian herd!"
I am totally ready to listen if you ever need to talk, get something off your chest, rant about something, or just need a hug-I'll be here :D We all will
🙂 you guys are the best
We're here for you,
(I made it dedicated to you. cause you are the one who encouraged it)
Me too. Thank you. I did make the thunderfeather rp. I decided that lightnessstorm will be the lightning elemen.
And I hope things get better
We are here for you RainFire, you can talk to us.
I can promise you this. I will tell you. I have this thing where I separat him into 2 people, nice him and mean him. It isn working right now. I feel like mean him just killed nice him
He only hits me. My mother and sister are safe. I don’t know if I can promise that. I can’t be taken away by CYS. I don’t know.
It is only showing Tricia what I know
That really struck home. One of our cats died a few months ago. I was praying every day that she would be safe.
Yeah. I like talking to yo. I dont think I really need to talk to people in perso. It is easier to talk on here, too.
HomeschoolEd. We stopped going to church cause my mom hated the pastor. He was sexist and he enj killing small animals in his Jeep.
I don’t real have friends cause I don’t go outside a lot. When I do, it is with my sister, and we basically talk roleplay with each other.
No Problem
You guys are the only non-family people I really know. I am just...really stressed.
😊 last night, I kept thinking of you guys. Mostly you, nightsong.
Rainfire. I think I found my purpose. This. I have always been able to handle this stuff. I talk it over with my older sister and I am here. I am your Guardian herd.
I love spoiler!
lots of plot twists
I cant tell you about it but it is really good. I hope there is a book 4
No. I need to check the library agai, but they didnot have them last time i checked
have you read the ROTR #3
no
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Hmm. I know people who might let me stay. I just need to find the right bus routes
My family isn't like that but i don't think running away would solve any problems.
I almost want to run away, to leave this all behin (and take my tablet and phone to continue to talk to you guys. They probably wouldn’t even miss me.
Okay. Thank you!
You can talk to us. I'm happy to listen